Thursday, March 30, 2006

I VOW!!!

to exercise soon..after my hell week...which will end in about..hmm... a week's time?

never felt so much flesh before...

My worst fear came true...

Prof Liu : Robert, you made a mistake the other time.... ....therefore your yield is only 500mg now.... ....as such you will be punished, do the experiments from the beginning again.

Robert : Ok.....

!!@#$%^&*()_!@#$%^&*()@#$%^&@#$%^&*(!@#$%^&&*!!@#$%^&*()_!@#$%^&*()@#$%
^&@#$%^&*(!@#$%^&&*!!@#$%^&*()_!@#$%^&*()@#$%^&@#$%^&*(!@#$%^&&*

Remembering all my late nights in the lab...ITS GONNA HAPPEN TO ME AGAIN!! NIGHTMARE!! wah laN!! why lidat!! sianz laH!!

my only consolation..my lab has been moved to E5..meaning now I can walk back to hall and don't have to wait for bus. hmm...is that really a consolation...or am I just consoling/deceiving myself.

but never fear...cause i am a warrior...

Tuesday, March 28, 2006

Deadlines

ever wonder why deadlines and called deadlines(often mistakenly spelled wrongly as dateline by pple). is there more to this word then just simply meaning the last day that you have to do something by?

from experience..past and current..i think the guy that came up with this word must have experienced what i am going thru now..that on the day that i have to complete my tasks..i'll probably be as dead as can be..

deadlines are never easy to meet..making the journey to the deadline a dying process such that u'll be dead by the deadline..

wtf..i starting not to understand what i'm talkin about..

got a few deadlines to meet myself....who says only cats have many lives...

i'm a warrior...

Monday, March 27, 2006

DARE

It is not because things are difficult that we do not dare,
It is because we do not dare that they are difficult.

Friday, March 24, 2006

Sianz day

Why sianz again?

Cause I fu*king sprained my right ankle during IFG soccer earlier and it cause the right back and centre back together come zham mi..TMD. Not very serious though, its swollen and can feel pain but I think I should be ok in a couple of days time..

And suppose to have a KTV session tonight..but got fly aeroplane last min by the whole world..so guess its a stay in room and piah term paper night. But I will not give up on the KTV session! might find a weekday night to go..cheaper also..haha. If you are reading this blog and interested let me know! hehz..

k..my honey just msged me to encourage me to work hard and jia you! So I shall waste no more time...GO GO GO!!!

Thursday, March 23, 2006

Recent Development in Self Assembly of Inorganic Nanostructured Materials

Can someone tell me what the heck that it???

Supposed to be my term paper but I can't find much info on it to start writing on this paper. Siao liao.

Not really much time to write blogs these few days...nothing much went on anyway..went for lessons..play inter-fac soccer..eat supper..played PS2..normal stuffs..the only thing i'm looking forward to this week is the KTV session tml nite..gonna be at partyworld in Clementi..and perhaps meeting up with my honey..both of us busy this wk..so didnt meet much..esp. with such a sucky term paper to do..think its going to burn a few of my nights..

Trying to find a day job for the hols so I can quit my night life job..worked more than a year in this line..feel its time for a change but most importantly is I wanna be able to spend more time with my honey..haven't been able to do so because of my job..and I really wanna change it..so hopefully a few of my job hunts will be successful..even if not i will quit it in july cause i will embark on my IA next sem..

Target now is to try to earn as much to help my parents abit by paying my hall fees fully and also be able to save up for a good trip at the end of the year..maybe Japan or Taiwan or Hong Kong or Australia...see how..got money then say..haha..

k..gonna go read some science journals...arrggghhhh!!!

Tuesday, March 21, 2006

Ouches

Pain and Aches all over body

Getting old I guess....

Monday, March 20, 2006

Newcastle defeated again

Sianz..Man U put a stop to our revival and now its compounded further by Liverpool. Was watching the match while working a Devils.

Why Boumsong WHY?? Why always you...last time its Dabizas now its Boumsong! WTF. What a howler man. Made a fatal mistake, then resorted to making last man foul, got sent off and conceded a penalty which was concerted. We were on the way to comeback when this happened. Alamak!

Haiz..enough of it..anyway what made the match interesting to watch for me is cause a Brit from Newcastle was there to watch the match as well. He was damn animated and loud laH! haha..very interesting, he was so fed up all the way man. Keep banging the tables and stamping his feet when Newcastle misses a chance or when the referee gives lousy decision. But the best parts was when he gives comments man...here are some selected one that i remembered..

"That is not a good goal!" (repeated about 5 times in a row and referring to Crouch's 1st goal)

"OH Referee!" (Whenever he give a decision against Newcastle)

"I just knew it! That f**king useless BoumsonG!" (When he commited the error and got sent off)

"What a wanker!!" (Still referring to Boumsong)

"YEAHHH!!!" (When Cisse missed a shot)

"C'mon Shay, Keep us in the game!" (Trying to motivate Shay Given to save Cisse's penalty)

"F*cK F*cK F*cK F*cK F*cK!!!!!" (When he ran out of ideas I guess)

haha..always interesting to see passionate soccer fans...

Saturday, March 18, 2006

Absence makes the heart grow fonder

What do you think?

What I feel...sometime it works.....

Most of the time....it doesn't

Thursday, March 16, 2006

Not a very good day..

Haiz..tiring day today indeed...woke up at 8 to prepare for MNO presentation. Ok..the presentation went on quite ok..not bad in fact..

Den immediately after that i went to my FYP lab again..to continue my process...FYI, i was at the lab yesterday too...den ended at 6 lidat..cos the reaction will take 12hrs!! So yah, went back today to carry on purifying the products..so tml hopefully i wun stay that long in the lab..although chances are low. Cause I didnt finish what i suppose to finish today cause have to rush for IFG match at SRC.

In the end reached at 5.20pm lidat...didnt have time to warm up properly and started the match. But ok lah..i warmed myself up along the way durin the game. Damn..i just cannot score..f**k up man...den got a slight dead leg halfway into the 1st half when i went in for a challenge, and I was jugded to have fouled..sianz! Den 2nd went on..SoC surprisingly were very dangerous on the counter..thanks to tweety bird we kept our clean sheet. But SoC also jiat lat lah..kept 5+ man behind most of the time..never go up at all one..just surround you when u get the ball near the penalty box. Credit to them for making us having difficulty in attack. Resulting our guys having to take pot shots and long shots. Funny why we couldn't play like in the 1st half when we were practically camping them in their half. Den i got substituted, guess my poor scoring form attributed to this..wasn't tired at all..sianz..but nmind..will set my mind on the science game! Especially when Tong is playing...will make him regret playing us! haha...hope u read this bro! Louis say wanna give you one good one leh...hahahah

Ok..just hope my dead leg recovers quickly.

Had a nice New Zealand Ice cream session with Lester Paul and Clarice just now.

Gonna do Eng Prof project already..SIANZ(for the dunno how many times)
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Tuesday, March 14, 2006

I can't deny it anymore...

I hate to admit it, but it seems that I can't deny it any longer..............

I'm getting fat!!

The flesh is getting pretty 'grabbable' around my waist....

HELP!!

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Monday, March 13, 2006

What I Think About

What I think about, I bring about.
The thought of success will foster success.
The thought of love will foster love.
The thought of security will foster security.
What am I thinking about today?



.

Finally I didn't work this week..

Msged my manager saying I'm sick so I not working. Haiz..I'm in a dilemma actually..one side of me wants to work so I'll have money to spend, especially after the huge pocket burning experience on thursday night, and other side of me simply wanted to rest, I can't recall when was the last time I had a whole weekend free to myself for me do just laze and relax.

But then I didn't really really relax that much, slept very late on sat night cause watching soccer and then animes that I've downloaded. Think I slept at 5.45am lidat, then I woke up at 9 plus to watch some serial on SCV. Then I took an one hour nap before waking up to have lunch and proceed to Cantonment field to play in a match

Been quite a while since I've played on field in a competitive match. This match is part of a league made up of 15 teams I think. Winner bags $2000. My friend from NTU(we knew each other from VS) jio me to be in the team, made up of mostly Ex Chinese High and Victoria Sch people. I played the 2nd half as there were 4 forwards there today. I must have been away from the field for too long, a bit rusty, missed a one-on-one. Started out near the halfway line when Leslie won the ball and send me away, ran a long way with an aching right leg(courtesy of a hard tackle a couple of mins earlier) before facing the keeper, and I toe-poked it slightly wide. Damn! An on rushing defender trying to recover did put me off a little. The field also no good, as with most of the fields in Singapore, the ball bounce here and there when you dribble. But no excuses, should have put it away, was really a good chance. But ok lah, I'm actually using this match to prepare myself for the inter-faculty games coming up on Thursday.

Came back and played badminton in Comm Hall. Haha..met Kevin Shiping they all by chance when i passed by and joined them for a game of badminton. I'm lousy..hahah..

I think I should go do some work now. Got a presenatation to prepare for on Thurs. SianZ!

Friday, March 10, 2006


Some pics.. Posted by Picasa

Some selected Pics.. Posted by Picasa

Pictures for Tiente and MOS night is out...

You can access them at \\jieh if you're connected to the NUS network(I will shared them as long as I'm in TH) or you can view them at http://www.imagestation.com/album/pictures.html?id=2108463241

Those with my pics on their cams please share too and let me know k..thanks!

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Missing You...


Yes you my Honey.. Posted by Picasa

The Night Even the Titans Fell....

My title said it all....I fell..many followed..hahah...but it was GREAT.

The night started with many people watching our dance..the crowd was great, thanks everyone for coming. Although my involvement in this year's dance production is minimal but pretty glad to be part of it. Hope those who came to watch me enjoyed my few minutes of appearance..hah..and didnt spot my BIG mistake.

The production went well..the crowd went crazy over our babes and hunks.

More important event is to be followed..haha..
After packing up the place and debrief..I immediately proceed to meet up with my brothers to embark on our mission : to drink til you drop! haha...here drink drink there drink drink.

D4 were great..Bob Huimin Junhao Shawn Alvin WanYuan ChongHan Kewei. Had a great time with them around.

DND is a really wonderful bunch of people!! Jac Jeff Aaron Caryn Clarice Ziqi Hann Lester Yaoming Yanling!! All are real hotties and hunkies man..good bunch of crazy people.

But of course the greatest accolades goes my B4 brothers...Chip Tong. Without you all there will be no me. Sorry i had to end the night early for you guys..haha..in the end only I achieved the objective.

Today was real bad..had to wake up still dizzy to copy homework to hand up and had to get MC to not take test. Not chao keng k..I'm really unfit for classes for a period of one day. So now my final paper is a whopping 90%..wish me luck.

Thursday, March 09, 2006

Finally I know why I'm poor

Time = Money

Therefore..simply because I don't have time, thats why I don't have money!!
Suddenly I feel so enlightened!

Thanks beach bunny ling for enlightening..haha

Wednesday, March 08, 2006

Nostalgic

Suddenly I feel that I'll miss my B4 brothers after this semester. Damn..not a nice feeling...

Yes Tong..lets do it this thurs..I got test on fri but brothers above all!!

Tuesday, March 07, 2006

My Apologies...to Dance people esp. Shuyi..

Just came back from dance tech run. Pretty bad session for me. Damn..I really didn't thought I fare this badly during my dance during the run. I had practised it quite a bit before it and thought I got it all into myself but during the thing itself, I somehow just lost it. Even right from the start. Stood at the wrong position and suddenly losing the confidence to dance when facing everyone(I've only been dancing in front of the mirror til now). But it's alright, I'm actually quietly confident that I will be able to do it good when the time comes. As I've promised Shuyi after she stared at me and said " You better outshine the rest!" and I replied "Consider it done". haha..hope I can fulfil my promise, I will try my best no matter what.

And yah..about the apology part..I just wanna say sorry for making everyone wait for me earlier on. I know Shuyi must be very mad at me as she even came to me herself to let me know that I've caused everyone inconvenience. Felt pretty bad about it. Once again sorry guys!

Haiz..just found out today that I have a test on friday!! WHY!!! So busy this week with homework and many projects already not to mention dance also! I've already started studying today. Hope I can finish it soon.

Mentioning about busy, I still have to keep myself fit! Means gotta run or maybe swim and gym abit this couple of weeks cause IFG soccer is starting next thrusday. Engine is grouped with SoC and Science. Hope I can(I WILL!!) score some goals and make engine top the group. Really wanna win this thing as this is my first time. Also to erase the disappointed of IVP. Since I can't have a treble( IHG+IVP+IFG), I can at least still go for a double...haha.

okokok..I better continue with my study for my test and HW(also due this friday)...f**K!!

take care pple.

Sunday, March 05, 2006

乌云在我们心里刻下一块阴影 我聆听沉寂已久的心情
清晰透明 就像美丽的风景 总在回忆里才看的清
被伤透的心能不能够继续爱我 我用力牵起没温度的双手
过往温柔 已经被时间上锁 只剩挥散不去的难过

缓缓掉落的枫叶像思念 我点燃烛火温暖岁末的秋天
极光掠过天边 北风掠过想你的容颜
我把爱烧成了落叶 却换不回熟悉的那张脸

缓缓掉落的枫叶像思念 为何挽回要赶在冬天来之前
爱你穿越时间 两行来自秋末的眼泪
让爱渗透了地面 我要的只是你在我身边

被伤透的心能不能够继续爱我 我用力牵起没温度的双手
过往温柔已经被时间上锁 只剩挥散不去的难过

在山腰间飘逸的红雨 随著北风凋零
我轻轻摇曳风铃 想唤醒被遗弃的爱情
雪花已铺满了地 深怕窗外枫叶已结成冰

缓缓掉落的枫叶像思念 我点燃烛火温暖岁末的秋天
极光掠过天边 北风掠过想你的容颜
我把爱烧成了落叶 却换不回熟悉的那张脸

缓缓掉落的枫叶像思念 为何挽回要赶在冬天来之前
爱你穿越时间 两行来自秋末的眼泪
让爱渗透了地面 我要的只是你在我身边

An interesting article..about hollywood stars n sex...read on...

Came across an interesting article where Hollywood stars were interviewed. They wer supposed to reveal their secret on handling sex scenes. The article is entitled "Sex scene secrets of the stars".

Here's a couple of interviews i found most interesting..

Josh Hartnett
Trick of the trade: pick the right partnerHollywood Homicide hunk Josh has never had a problem with sex scenes because he's always had partners who don't care if he shows a little too much - if you know what he means. 'Those scenes are always embarrassing for both sides,' he says. 'The biggest problem is if you don't get aroused then the woman is mad at you, and if you do get aroused the woman is mad at you! But I've been lucky to work with cool girls who didn't really care.'


Kate Winslet
Trick of the trade: pretend it's Leo. It seems Brit beauty Kate has never got over her Titanic tussle with Leonardo DiCaprio, and why should she when the memory of that steamy moment is so handy for her other love scenes. Kate began pining for Leo when she needed a hunky guy for a love scene in Iris, and couldn't find anyone she liked as much as him. She finally found a man willing to help her out in her topless love scene, shut her eyes and thought of her time on Titanic. 'You couldn't see his face so it didn't really matter what he looked like,' says Winslet. 'So I just made out that it was me and Leo all over again. It really helps get through those scenes.'

by the way..the website is http://www.ivillage.co.uk/newspol/celeb/cfeat/articles/0,,528719_662713,00.html

Friday, March 03, 2006

Simply do not have enough time...

Thats why I haven't been posting...


busy with DND Bazaar
busy with FYP marathon lab sessions...just set a new record..11am to 10pm
busy with work...at devils
busy with playing soccer..mostly court nowadays
busy with projects, assingnments and term papers..
busy with TH Dance..

but wishes to be only busy with my girlfriend..missing her..
so sorry I haven't been paying attention to you due to my other commitments..things will get better k! hehz..she is going to Paris for about 10days for work..so lucky! will miss her lots..hehz..

meanwhile i better get off the computer and do some constructive things..

take care pple..