Finally its done..

after all the hype, finally its done but not yet over...

on the stupid crutches now..$2/wk rental rate..a few thousand dollar bill oso cannot lend mi free crutches..lidat one meh...somemore make my hand and armpit damn painful lah..

came back home frm hall...$20 cab..nothing is going rite man..my trip frm hall to home neva passed $15..tt pu bor driver..say here crowded got a lot car so must take the faster alternative road..take here n there oso alot of cars..knn..lucky i leg pain den sianz..if not sure kaopei him one...think i dunno road one...

den felty damn cold in the cab..like going to fall sick lidat..den at home let fan blow oso felt cold..i kan cheong already man..cos the nurse and doc say cannot have fever etc. after op one..if not means something or wat lah..den i quickly piah lotsa water n barley drink man...go pee like 5, 6 times in an hr..den selpt early..luckily this morning woke up everything fine...

knee in one big bandage now and a giant knee brace..whole leg feels damn heavy and restricted..so cant really test if i can walk anot..well..i guess i better dun try anyway...but sianz.. have to wait til next monday to take off the bandages(hopefullly)..and cant really bathe oso..so i take chair go toilet sit down and take towel and sit beside the tap and wipe myself everywhere..sianz man..i managed to shampoo my hair too..haha..salon style..u know..ur head lie in the basin lidat...up laH~

cant do anything except watch tv n surf net..talk to mi pple to entertain mi..

i love you

This picture was taken by my honey when we went to suntec for a lovely Marche dinner. Those 3 words speak my mind. Beautiful isn't it....

HAPPY 22nd BIRTHDAY MELANNIE!!

Happy Birthday girl..just wanna say all the best to you in everything you do k..your designs, studies, friends, romance, money...everything k!! you've been a great junior and friend..take care and best wishes..enjoy your one week break back home...

12th week of IA

yup..12 weeks of IA ended..time to hand in IA report 2. luckily i've been writing consistently every week..so its almost done...

haven't really mentioned about my work in ExxonMobil..i'll take this opportunity to write some of my thoughts since i'm in the mood..

first few weeks was pretty messy and troublesome and lousy for me...

apparently my supervisor didn't really bother about the students attached to him..didn't even see his face for more than a few mins each day. den knnbccb....he posted me to jurong island!! fucking far lor..still have to go thru checkpt..like go msia custom lidat...go down bus..scan the pass(like u msian can use some kind of pass to go thru lida) den have to scan the bag using the machine..and randomly kena spot chk by the police(i neva tio..usually banglas tio only..i wonder why)..anyway my pt is..its damn fucking troublesome and y i so suay..kena posted there!!

luckily over there got yi keong..my classmate..my ktv kaki...haha...

but at first i wasnt with him..was in another building another department..
at first..looks gd feels ok...but kaoz..left alone again...neva rally bother abt mi..i'm like his PA lidat..make tea n coffee...help him do microsoft word and powerpoint and excel...wtf..somemore its simple things lor...to make myself feel better i drank the milo n ribena in the pantry like nobody's business...hahah..my milo powder put as much as the water..like dinosaur lidat..damn nice~

den i happen to find out that i can find a way to get a transfer to my fren's department..apparently pple do know tt my sup n the department usually dun care abt IA students one..just take them in for i oso dun fucking know wat....so i talk to this person tt person and this person and tt person..until i finally got my way and got transferred...

this department was where all the chem engineers were so things were abit more familiar...knew the EM engineers..pretty niec pple i must say..not the most happening kind though...and the fellow IA pple were quite fun oso except one lah..who pretty much an introvert and quiet i guess...loves the computer more than mi..alothough we in the same room but neva talk more than a few sentence each day...

it took a while before work started coming in..real work..where u solve some of the refinery's problem..u dun actually solve it..usually its just part of the problem which the engineers feel tt students can do and let them do so they can conc on the most impt stuffs...

work was ok till now..some took quite a bit of thinking..other were pretty straightforward...these large companies internal network is damn chim lah i tell u..they have their own programs and email programs and a lot of database..damn impressive..i read here and there until i blur man...so many data i dun even know wat is there man...took mi a few wks to know how to find info to do my work..but i can say i dun even know 50% of the available information.

hmm...everything seems going fine for now...i'm getting my pay and i'm doing some read work..fair enough..in an oil company..paying someone 1000+ is like the lowest end of the pay scale man...we're actually cheap labour..knn...sounds lousy

this IA actually make mi think whether i should go into refinery work next time..after 12 wks..i feeling is i dun mind going back to work there..but its definitely not very attractive work...the engineers are like damn busy and i MEAN DAMN BUSY always n no life..well..i shall look out for more career options meanwhile..i did submit my application to EM though...gg to attend mindef recruitment talk next fri too...see what they say..not bad man..its in marina mandarin ballroom.

well..just hope next week everything goes well for mi..if u know what i mean..

Success

"Success will not lower its standard to us. We must raise our
standard to success."

*Rev. Randall R. McBride, Jr.

Great Guys Outing

Just came back from a true B4 gathering...

Ewen HongCheng Chip Aaron Louis Tong and Me...

Been a long while since we've met up together...great seeing everyone man...

but as usual..aaron the aeroplane man..but this time his aeroplane fly correct direction..brought wong along oso..commendable...
girls beware of hong cheng's bike..mi n chip poke his backside many many times....

knn...everyone say my blog kan boring...fuck all ur frens man~

Jamie Yeo and Me

ExxonMobil's Family Day at Sentosa. Jamie's our emcee. She's really warm and pretty in person.

looking on the bright side

my title says it...

after all..the surgery is to get me back on the track to full recovery...
better to not be able to play for a while then forever i guess...

funny why i'm only worried about not being able to play soccer and other active activities..and not the fact that the most important thing is to make sure at least i can walk properly.

guess that is called passion for the things you love to do...everyone has something and i guess this is mine..

Well...who cares...

just when i was wondering who in the world cares about me anymore..

its pretty heartwarming to see pple wishing me when i log on to my blog...

thanks to those who care...

True Love

" Good love shouldn't make you selfish and turn inwards, making you oblivious to the people around you and the people who also show you support and love. It should liberate you, making you more able to love others, and not just THAT one person. Don't compromise your own character or values to make her happy. It's just so wrong."

*Kailin Ng, kailinng.blogspot.com*

Pleasantly Surprised......

...with my IVP soccer coach...

i wrote to the team including coach n chiang n all...telling them about my condition and that there will not be anymore for me to play for NUS anymore (unless i do masters or wat..but thats another thing altogether)

and coach actually replied me thanking me for my support...

well..i'm pleasantly surprised i must say...

thank you coach for everything you have taught me too...


really miss the ivp times....really......