Wednesday, July 25, 2007

A Personal Wish List updated

in no order of preference..

1. PSP
2. PS3
3. Car@
4. 32" LCD/Plasma TV#
5. Director's Chair
6. Digital Camera@
7. Nokia N6110 (at this moment)
8. Ultrasound machine (its actually available)
9. New soccer ball (juggling my poor old ball at home by myself nowadays)
10. Lasik
11. Trip to Australia/Japan/Taiwan#
12. A good left knee*
13. An Open Water Diving License
14. Japanese Course

Legend
* Ultimate wish
# Delete accordingly
@ Make and Model yet to be decided..depends on budget

A few good friends..

..is enough....??

sometimes i wonder if all the efforts put in to keep in contact with everyone you know if worth all that effort....

its not easy you know..but do anyone actually understand..and if they do..do they give a damn about it...

of course i already know those who do...

cheers mate..

Tuesday, July 24, 2007

Tuesday, July 17, 2007

..

.. , ... , . , .... , ....... .......iT DoeSnT MatTEr WhAt yOuR naME iS!!!!!!!!!!

YOU SUCK!!

take that puny size 6 leather boot of yours..shine it up real nice and proceed directly to stuff it up your candy ass!!

Sunday, July 15, 2007











a scare

a fever close to 39 and body aches..

fortunately a few doses of panadol did the trick..

its not dengue..

life goes on..

Saturday, July 07, 2007

a plan

ok..i got a plan to solve the problems..

hope everything works out...

*praying*

Friday, July 06, 2007

@#%#*$#%

the more i think about it..the most frustrated i get..

where they call me so late!

fuck

Grand Canyon






17 Mile Drive






Disneyland, California








天意

some call it act of god..

a mth ago or so..it seems so bleak and i really thought nobody wants me..

in a space of 2-3 weeks..i was called up for 6 interviews..went for 3 first and one of them offered the earliest. pretty decent offer and the workplace is damn near my home..so i agreed to it real soon.

the next day after i agreed, 3 more companies called me to ask me to go interviews and my..they are pretty big companies k..but thinking that it might take up to probably another couple of weeks before i get some answers frm them..i therefore rejected all 3 of them for the interview and stuck with the one i agreed on. y not right..its so near and the terms arent tt bad..

the final straw came today..one really big company called mi and just offered me a position..sorta like head hunted i guess..haha..but i had to reject!!! then they sounded quite disappointed which made mi feel even worse~~ i had no choice..i had signed with the first company and will have to pay up a month salary if i decide to back out..i sell everything i have now oso not enough to pay..

haiz..i have been telling or rather, consoling, myself..trying to convince myself that good companies recruit later..haha..i dunno how right i am til now man..now the fact that everyone keep saying don't rush into signing..wait for the right one..it all sounded so risky and all that one should sit back and really wait for a once in a lifetime offer..now it really make sense..

haiz..not tt the one i signed is lousy or wat..its pretty not bad..just that this latest one is probably more prestigious and better prospects..

but you know what..i have managed to console myself yet again with those 2 words..天意..or the all so familiar words always uttered by my B4 neighbour for 3 years.."act of god"