Its hard to be optimistic at times

Doc: "you've torn your medial meniscus as expected...."
cJ: "ok..."
Doc: "but i didn't expect your ACL to be busted as well"
cJ: "ok..."
Doc: "For a young man like you, I suggest you go for surgery"

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do i still need to spell out how devastating the news had on me.....

sometimes its really hard to remain optimistic.....

Verdict

consultation with the orthopaedic surgeon tml morning over my MRI scan.

please give me good news...

She's Back!

No time for blogging..

Work and Honey....

Top Missing List

1. My dearest honey! Miss you so much by not seeing you for 2 weeks! Can't wait for the day you arrive back!

2. old 'k'.....took me a while to realise your absence is affecting me. haha..but miss you nonetheless...

About Hall

Just came back from supper with Natalie and Hong Cheng and some other hall friends..

It was meant to be sort of a farewell for Natalie before she goes SEP.

Anyway ended up talking cock and all. Realised that I am pretty much lost in most of the conversation as they were talking about people I didn't know exist in hall. And supposedly "big happenings" which I knew nothing about.

Well, guess i'm pretty detached from hall stuffs already. Only keeping to at most already known friends.

Lost Rag yet again, guess it'll be quite a while before a great person makes us win again. Anyway we won the least cost float, better than nothing. wonder how ihg will fare this yr. Not looking good though.

Really glad chip louis colin aaron around hall. the good thing about being detached from hall now and no lessons is that i'm able to strengthen bonds between good friends which i always wanted to but never had the time. the b4 guys, the 3 M's (melannie n co), yifeng&alexis, linda wee, yongfeng, josh&jo, sweeyong, my classmates.

the long list shows how much time i've been spending on hall. not that i regret doing hall stuffs though. but i wonder why some people just cannot let go of hall stuffs.

hall is a nice place..but only as nice as the people....

My Poor Knee

Went to the physio..who recommended me to see the orthopaedic specialist..who advised me to go for an MRI scan.

The scan is scheduled for next friday and the follow up consultation the following thursday.

Please pray for me people. That everything will be fine and I won't need an operation or what. In any case, just let me be able to play soccer again asap!

Spent so much money on the treatment and the supplements already!

Disappointed, Envy

Just watched TH's rag video. Brings back a couple of memories. Remembered how much practise I put into the dance. Remembered that we lost everything. After watching the video, I just couldn't help it but walked to the comm hall to watch the current batch of dancers practise.

I really wanted to join Rag dance this year. I don't know why but the feeling is pretty strong. Looking at my buddies and good friends all fighting to win back the title makes me really disappointed and envious. How I wished I could be part of it.

Everyone sees me they will ask how's your leg? Is your leg better? Knowing that some are just hoping that I can reply a YES so I can join in the fight to win back the title, it really saddens me to say NO.

I know 1 person would echo my feelings and that is Ken. Right? Pretty sure if you're here with me watching them dance and watching the video, and yet unable to participate, you will feel the same way I do. Anyway do watch the video on TH's website k Ken..we're in it! haha..

And know the IVP team is playing games and training quite a bit lately. Really hope I can join in soon. Miss the guys and the fun times we always have when training and playing together. Will really be disappointed if I can't recover to train and play properly again.

Haiz..miss my honey really bad..3 more weeks!


*if only i hadn't been so rash to play soccer again before fully recovering*

My Blog is entertaining

straight from ken's mouth (not mouth exactly..msn..haha)....

" i like ur blog"
"v entertaining"

haha..really??

Words

Did is a word of achievement,
Won't is a word of retreat,
Might is a word of bereavement,
Can't is a word of defeat,
Ought is a word of duty,
Try is a word of each hour,
Will is a word of beauty,
Can is a word of power.

You Changed The World

"Think you can’t change the world? Too late, you already have. It was
changed for the better the minute you were born. There are more people
than you can imagine who will never be the same because they came in
contact with you, if only for a fleeting moment."

*Gail Pursell Elliott, "The Dignity and Respect Lady"

Lazy to update blog

Work is tiring.
Weekend is for resting.
Any other free time is for personal leisure.
That leaves me no time for blogging.
Taking a short break from blogging.