TMD..sianz..

its the worst feeling...

you just buangz 2 papers in the day..den sth lousy(f**king lousy..gimme low self esteem) happened in the evening...den suddenly you're all lonely in your room with nothing to do(or rather don't feel like doing anything) and no one to interact with(despite your efforts to find someone..but don't want to reveal that you are feeling down).

ok..so here i am finally found something to do..update blog..hope it takes my mind off things(although i fear the opposite might happen)

ok..where shall i start?

been quite a while since i've posted..cant really remember anything interesting i did..was in the lib since mon til thurs..mornin til evenin..been watching the 9pm ch 8 show..damn..forgot to watch today!! been studying..had a couple of winning eleven 9 with chip..tong not ard..so couldnt play with him..he already starting to revert back to home life already..no more interested in hall liao..haha..1 less bro to hang ard with at nite already..

really feeling like running swimming and gyming but all cannot!! damn knee injury..doc say its a strained tendon..will take another wk..hopefully! i really wanna get rid of all my fats!! its disgusting!! argghh.....pls dun come to B4 pple..cos i dun wear top usually and i dun want any outsiders to see mi in this horrible state! at least warn mi b4 you come!

raring to play soccer too..but no chance..exams..no one playing court..hopefully after exams got more chance..anyone's team need people can call mi up k..dun mind playing..

really broke now too..havent been working..and i've already commited to a Kong Kong trip with my honey on the 11th May til the 15th. Will work everyday after exams to earn that money..and also the progress package! should be enough..intend to quit my devils bar job already..after next next wk...cannot afford to let my fyp be affected by it..and i'm really tired of it too..it really ruined my sense of time..mornin and nite..made mi spend very little time on my family, frens and sch work..and most imptly..my gf! really hope to make up everything after i quit this job...going on IA next sem(hopefully gets what i want)..so will have more or less a bit of income..just hope i can last thru my june..have to pay hall fee oso..think wil loan from my mum first..

really looking forward to the trip to HK with my gf..havent been to anywhere further than msia with her..haha..we can go eat, chiong, shop, play together..so fun! i will save save save from now on for it!!

hai..think enough for now..too sianz to type..even i continue to write oso boring and moody stuffs..so i shall stop..

til next time...


i need 3.8-3.9 for this sem..uphill task...pls pray for mi...