Money

Money is really a headache..or rather the lack of it.

you have to resort to downloading stuffs and settling for lower quality n waste lotsa time trying to source for them instead of being able to buy the CDs or DVDs.

you have to resort to crossing the causeway(wasting lotsa time again) to gain access to cheaper n perhaps lousier goods.

you always have to rack your brains to find the cheapest way to get yourself from one place to another. like which bus change to which bus to get to where is the cheapest. if it requires u to walk more to get to that bus stop etc, so be it.

you have to choose your food carefully and i'm not talkin about being health conscience here. sometimes even food court looks expensive and in the end have to settle with a loaf of cheap bread n watever u can find to go along with it..if nothing..the bread alone will do.

you dunwant to go out even though u've spent the whole wk in the office. cos by just going out, u've already spent on transport minimum. u know n i know that the easilink card is a money sucker. i visit the easilink machines more than i visit my grandma.

you waste ur mind and concentration at home by always looking out for lights or fans or any electricity comsuming gadgets being left on..even for just a moment. all the time, and u get irritated when u spotted one cos u'll always feel that would have been a few cents saved.

you get angry when u cant do things u really want cause u just simply cant afford it.

you cant buy ur gf stuffs every now n den.
you cant get her flowers every now n den.
you cant do a lot of things for her without money u know..
u say money is not everything..i ask u to go and die...

wat a sad n down post..its just not me..sighz..